its been quite a while since i last posted..so shall keep this blog alive by posting today

GCE O'level chinese written papers are over with..hope that i'll be able to score an A1

haiz still haven't get my report book back yet..wonder when will mrs tey call my dad

the hols are here..but it is lessons after lessons day after day..some kind of hols this is..one week of truncated has pass..one more week left..been so tired this few days..but i refuse to rest..guess i'm gonna be out due to fatigue sooner or later..

todays had this stupid weird feeling..my mind has begun to think of crappy stuffs again..single for 1 months plus near 2 months..my feelings are almost all gone..90+ %..still no matter how hard i try..that 10 % or less still wouldn't go away..guess that is something that i'll never forget for a long time..

to be honest today has been a really weird day..theres this feeling thats coming to me..something that i've experience before..but seriously i wonder whether this feeling is coming at the right time or not..haiz i must stay focus towards my current goal..do well for O's..and train up..

sometimes i really hate it when this dumb feelings come..seriously being with a girl isn't all there is to life..life has so much more things for us to discover..so why should be be hinder by something so trivial..

however..what if what if that feeling is true love..wun that mean that u're letting true love slip away..lol..fine i know i'm crapping..

haiz still being confused by my own feelings..what should i do..give in..or stay focus and just ignore it..i really have to make a decision soon..i can't afford to be so indecisive..whatsmore i have not much time left too..man this stinks

sometimes life really stinks..never will life go the way u wan it to..haiz..stinks
thats all for today..wonder when will we the next time i'll update..but still stay tuned.. ciao

trying to find the thing missing in my life..i've search high and low..but all i've found is this emptyness in my life