realise its been quite a while since i last blog..so today i'm gonna post bout this worse day of life

today got back mid year result..am i happy with my results??..no!!!!!!!!!!!

first thign in the morning got back geog..pass 54/100..but what kind of shit is that lor..pass like fail like that..wth

next was e-maths paper 1..57/85..A2..good??..no cause i'm gonna get screwed big time by paper 2

then got eng..4 section..compo,compre and summary i pass..then situational writing?..got a big fat zero..reason??..Mrs koh refuses to mark my paper..saying i have no intent in doing the paper..it was sloppy..my handwriting is illegible..and my pen ink..among the above reasons..the only one that is true is my handwriting..i know its sucks..but i'm already trying to improve it..i'm sure i can be given some time to accomplish it right. the part bout me having no intent in doing the paper,thats all not true,who says i don't take english seriously,even i know its importance.my pen ink,this time my pen screwed up on me,irregular ink flow,resulting in light and dark writing,worse this happen during my first paper of the day,how the hell was i suppose to get another pen at that point of time lor,considering that both pens i had wanted to go on protest that day,did i have a choice??..no i didn't..and if i were to ask the teachers for help,was i going to receive any?..i doubt..they would just say its my own fault for not checking the pens..and i'll have to live with the consequences. fine it maybe my fault to a certain extence,but saying that i have no intent in doing the paper,ain't you going a bit too overboard,if by any chance you're reading this,i want u to know i have all the intent to do the paper,i take the paper seriously,no part of me wanted that to happen,that i assure u. so u can believe me,or just see me fail my eng because of this small problem that occured.

after getting eng..the whole day was no good at all,everythign was crap,no meaning in life lor,fail eng=fail everythign,if this was the O's,then my future is gone,but i'm sure even the cambridge marker won't be so mean to not mark that paper,i'm sure even they won't wanna see someone fail because of a slight mistake.

then got back science..pass with a B4..good..hell it sux..up to standard?..no..then after everything life went back to normal..i was back to playing basketball through the afternoon..play till 6 plus..then left school..i'm so beat now,whatsmore still need to wry bout how to save my eng,haiz,i've got only one thing i can do now,that is to see mrs koh tml and beg her to mark my script,i hope she would mark my script,i won't mind listening to any lecture she might want to give,all i wan now is to pass my eng,i don't wan to ever fail eng again,not now not ever,i really need my grades,i have no intention of being a worthless person to this society,so i really hope that mrs koh would give me a chance to redeem for this mistake,i hope she would give me a chance by helping me mark my script,pls do help me,i beg you

tml gonna get back a-maths,chinese,e-maths paper 2,that should be all,won't be expecting to get back my history cause mr yusri has gone for reservice,so will only get back my ss, hope that this mid year i would improve,at least pass all my subjects,so that will give me some motivation to work even harder for prelims and the other major examination coming

O' level chinese is exactly two weeks away,man this is it,i've made up my mind,i'm gonna ace my chinese with this attempt,get an A1 then for the rest of the end of the year O's i need only concentrate on only 6 subjects,that way i will be able to have more time for each subject,then doing well would be no proble..i hope..

haiz nd to wake up now,i've decided that from now on i'm gonna work hard and do my best to improve my handwriting so that the eng incident wun ever happen again,i really do hope that mrs koh would help me mark my script,i really hope she would..

road to O's is halfway through,everyone it is time to wake up,lets work hard together and make this batch a recording making batch for the school and leave behind a legacy that would be remembered for many years to come..kampateh everyone..work hard..