today went look through all my photo albums..brought back so much memories
after looking at the photos..i kinda miss my childhood..in the past i had so many people who dotes on me..my grandma my granpa dad mum aunts..but now everythings beginning to disappear..i now no longer have any grandparents who dotes on me..my relationship with mum and dad are declining..no more aunts..no more person to rely on when i'm down..

seeing all this..i feel so pathetic..from once a boy who had so much in the past..to now a loser with nothing but himself..i didn't cherish those stuffs i had when i still had them..and now when they are gone..i feel sad..i can't blame anyone but myself..feel so useless now

i'm starting to get use to singlehood again..the feelings are almost gone..but no matter what there will still be a part of it left in me

this week was kinda bored cept for thursday..had pft..pass all stations cept standing board jump..sianz..if not then i pass liao..sianz..then afternoon had games carnival.

won the bball finals..play of the day: block shot on de wan by me. one hand alley by andy(game winner)..final score 22-20..

games carnival sum up..2 golds( bball and volleyball) 1 silver(relay) 1 bronze(table tennis)..best results for sec 4s.. 4G rox..

haiz wasted weekend again..accomplish nothign this week..so sian..tml still got chem test..but haven't study..die liao..so many hw still not done..how am i going to survive next week..die liao

mid year is in two weeks time..have i started revising? no..i'm so dead someone pls wake me up before i take the path to hell...lol..i made up my mind..next week i shall start revising..i'm gonna do well for mid year so that i can put my parents mind at ease..haiz.. guess this coming week will just be like any other..oh well..guess theres nothing i can do about it..