can't believe what i did today,wake up early in the morning,with a very unclear mind
my mind is still filled with so much thoughts,can't think clearly at all today
stone in front of this comp the whole day,still been trying to forget bout her,been trying so hard for this past few days,but still couldn't.
should have known it wun be easy to forget her just by saying so,there is really too much affection i have over her,that probably is the reason why.but still i'll try my best to forget her,i nd to go back to normal soon,can't possibly waste the remaining of my holidays dwelling over such things.
today is my grandma's 100th day death anniversary,can't believe its been three months since she left.